a day at the gym
god! i am tired like fuck! it was my first time in the gym with my own physical trainer and…let’s just say that i am really out of shape. so out of shape. the training wasn’t that hard, it’s just that it’s been awhile since i exercised a lot. hopefully it would do me some good cos i really need to lose weight. good lord! i got weighed and i’m like 281 lbs!!! the last time i weighed myself i was 243 lbs. no wonder my knees hurt all the time. i don’t really know where all that weight came from. my clothes still fit. and the funny (well not really funny. weird maybe) thing is, after the training, i lost 3 lbs. so weight is a lot of bullshit but the numbers are still alarming. that workout gave me an appetite though. sheesh. i hope my body wouldn’t hurt as much on the next workout (which is this wednesday). i can barely go up the stairs!
one my perks of going to the gym is seeing my crush (i hate that word) who works there. i have no idea what his name is. i don’t even know what his position is there but he’s really cute. quite buff. nice skin. nice hair. he also looks like a nice guy. obviously i never talked to him…there’s really no reason to. but anyway, yeah, that guy there motivates me to keep on coming back. i think he thinks i’m cute but maybe it’s my overactive imagination or something. oh well. he’s kinda geeky but not Star Treck geeky. Just geeky like a yapping puppy that gets annoying sometimes.
What the hell am I saying?! I’m too tired. I am not thinking straight.



























