bury me in this dress

i hate to admit this but sometimes i miss this certain friend of mine. i won’t mention her name here because i want to protect our privacy but we’ve been friends since high school but the friendship ended three years ago. we used to be really close, like talk on the phone every night close. i just miss the long talks about guys, other people, etc. i also miss her because we have (had?) so much in common. i tried to salvage our friendship twice but thinking about it now, i wasn’t really sincere then. i just wanted all the gossip and annoyance to stop. maybe that’s why the “reconcillation” didn’t work. but now i want to be friends with her again. i really do. i miss the countless good times. but i don’t really know how to approach her and i don’t think she wants me as a friend anymore. she has a new life, new set of friends, and i don’t fit in that picture. it’s such a shame.