bury me in this dress

This is scary. Here’s an excerpt of the article.

According to scientists and geologists, the earth’s brittle tectonic plates can be made to move against each other at a faster rate with the use of pulsating electromagnetic flux generated artificially by extraterrestrial or terrestrial human technologies.

The artificial pulsating electromagnetic flux can be generated by either the position of a set of neutron stars or black holes far away in the middle of galaxy or by artificial generation of the pulsating electromagnetic waves.

Many countries are experimenting with pulsating electromagnetic flux to create low intensity tectonic movements or low level superficial land slides.

The earthquake and resulting Tsunami in Sumatra could have been caused by this method. As a matter of fact, between November 2004 and March 2005, the earth saw major earthquakes and Tsunamis that outpaces anything we have seen in modern times.

Gad! I’m so unstable. I’m feeling better now after obsessing over podcasts to listen to. Podcasts are so addicting. I mostly listen to music podcasts but I just discovered a ‘how-to’ podcast and I’ll see if it’s any good. This latest obsession makes me want to have my own podcast. I don’t think doing a solo one is a good idea since I’m sure I’ll just clam up. I want a group podcast and it’ll be a talky. I’ll get Sherwin and the losers to talk. I want it to be natural so I’ll just record our regular banters and insults. It’s possible that people might find it very offensive. We have a sick sense of humor. It’ll be fun to do though. I think this is better than the zine we were planning to do. I really want this to happen but I don’t know how to go about doing it. I also don’t have any equipment for voice recording. Hmmm. I better think about this more.

I’m not feeling so well. I mean emotionally. I don’t know why. I just know that I need some cheering up. Ugh. That sounds pathetic. I really am trying to lift my mood. I look for ways to amuse myself but that’s just not enough. I’ve also lost interest in things. Like watching doramas for instance or reading books. There’s still this huge void inside me and I don’t think it can be fixed. I miss cutting myself because I miss the rush and release it gives me. But I don’t want to start self mutilating myself again because that might lead to suicide ideation. I just want this to stop.

I just found out that the dorama Friends will be shown on GMA 7. I haven’t seen that dorama yet but I don’t want to watch it Tagalog-dubbed. Blech!