Hell
I’m having a really bad day. I don’t know how and why but I woke up with a really bad feeling. Then I thought about how I badly needed a haircut and that I couldn’t afford one. That made me feel angrier. I was thinking of not posting here today but I just have to release the feeling somehow. I am angry with myself, with the situations, with every little thing. I have this huge urge of cutting myself. Maybe I will. Maybe I won’t if I can stop myself.
I’m quite sure my medication isn’t working. What do you think?
Watch The Island. It’ll make you realize that no matter how bad you feel, it can’t ever be as bad as a Michael Bay film.
I’ve been having some crappy days too. Maybe there’s someting in the air, in the stars, I dunno. How long have you been on your meds? It took me about a month to notice any major changes. I also noticed that the time of day I take my medication made a difference. Don’t hurt yourself (I know … easier said than done). Force yourself to go out. Watch a movie. Go to a bookstore. Go bowling. Anything to get your mind focusing on other things, until your ready to deal with yourself. My thoughts are with you.
So the film is that bad eh.
Hmmm. I think I’ve been on Fluoxetine for 4 weeks now. But I’ve been taking that for years but I stopped. Maybe there really is something in the air.Thanks for the words of comfort. I’ll make sure to go out this weekend.
First of all, cool site you got,ei. I kinda like the unique atmosphere around here.
Take it easy there. We all have our bad days but oftentimes bad days are made by choice. If you feel bad and linger on that feelin’ all day long, then what would you expect? But on the other hand, if you feel bad and try to see some good things around you, then maybe that bad day wouldn’t be that bad at all.
I know this might not be that easy especially if you’re on the point of taking medications just to ease up things, but then again medications are just there to help. It’s within that makes the real difference.
Besides, life is too short so don’t waste it. Have fun, and stay young.
Ciao!
Thanks, HyperAxe