bury me in this dress

Fucking big arse! I couldn’t find my Paula Dorf eye shadow applicator. Grrrr. I don’t want to use no cheapo brush. So this time I just used my fingers. Friggin’ finger painting. I do hope it’s just somewhere in my room which is a huge mess, I’m sure there are bugs under the bed. *deep breathing* In case you suddenly wonder where I got the money for such frivolity, I bought it years ago and it’s the “smart brush set 2″ which is a travel kit. Well, that’s the only one I can afford although I was eyeing the Bobby Bobbi Brown professional set. {fire-incarnate} discouraged me from buying that since I have no plans of becoming a make up artist. But still, it took me months to pay for that kit and now that itty bitty eye shadow applicator is gone :( I really hate this.

Smart Brush Set 2

I feel so sparkling fresh and new and I haven’t even taken a bath yet. I woke up at 7am after realizing that I was talking in my sleep. And it so happens that I was sleeping in mom’s room. My sister said she saw me smiling and wanted to take a picture. Good thing it was pretty dark in there for her camera phone. Anyway, why the good mood? Maybe it has something to do with Lino Cayetano, my batchmate in UP, son of the late senator Rene Cayetano, and budding TV director for ABS CBN GMA some network. Well he was my crush for about a week during my freshie years in college. And then I got to know him a bit. But that’s not why I lost interest in him. He’s so very nice and down to earth. Really! Anyway, I really don’t know why he was in my dream but it was a happy dream so I don’t really care.

Not so good photo of Lino

Today might be a very eventful day. I might reveal one of my projects if everythings goes smoothly. So hurray. *waves frayed pompoms*

Gawd! I’m feeling so hyper. Better listen to some Current 93.