Here we go again
I’m feeling much better. Much much better. And I haven’t even seen my therapist yet. Hopefully I won’t feel rotten again after a day or two, like what happened this past 2 weeks when I posted that I’m feeling okay.
My friend came over yesterday afternoon because she was seeking a lot of advice. Good thing she didn’t come earlier when I was a total wreck. She has never seen that side of me and I think she would have freaked out. I mean, I was literally shaking and looked totally lost. It was that bad. It’s a bit disappointing that I can’t find emotional support from other close friends. But I guess that’s how life really is. A lot of people avoid signs of fragility, trouble, weakness, or whatever then they make light of the situation and then I become insulted. I mean, man, these are heavy feelings. It’s no laughing matter for me. And then some friends of mine just laugh and brush it away. No wonder I tend to avoid some people in my little social circle. Bah this post is too revealing. Time to shut up.
I’m glad you’re feeling better. I’m the same way in terms of being selective with who I share my “issues” with. Some folks just can’t seem to deal, but usually these are the same folks who are good for a laugh, so I guess there’s a balance.
Thanks. Actually I feel lucky that I could share my issues with someone. Like you and my other friend. Some have it worse.
Anytime, glad to be able to be here for you.