Fuck the stupid title
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?! I switch from extreme moods in a heartbeat. I woke up feeling really happy but an hour or two later, something bothered me so much and I was back to being miserable. Fuck! And now I’m discovering that I have this abandonment issue going on plus I am more paranoid than ever (I kinda hope this is unfounded). Shit! I swear it gets too much sometimes. But today’s episode isn’t as bad as last week’s when I thought I was going to have a breakdown. It’s still pretty bad though. I was crying for an hour or two. Blah blah blah. Fuck this. I don’t know if it’s normal to feel like this even when I’m taking medication. Or if the stupid drugs just aren’t working at all.
