Update
Aww. I’ve been silent most of this week. Damn depression and anxiety. Sorry, blog, I’ve neglected you but you should learn that people you trust can easily betray you. I hope this toughened you up a bit. Seriously, I’m kinda okay now. The anxiety comes and goes. It’s still there but I can manage it more now. I think.
I’ll be studying Final Cut Pro for 3 days at the Philippine Center for Creative Imaging (PCCI). I was excited about it at first but right now I just feel anxious. I don’t really know why. I just hope that I really learn something from the class since the tuition is expensive.
Still haven’t made that appointment with the therapist. *sigh*
you and i have that in common eh? i have to force myself to write when i am DOWN which is like 95% of the time whether i want to be down or not…my clonazapan for my aniexty has been upped!! NICE! NOT!
you are awesome!! i come here everyday to see what you have to say!
chin up as you know it always gets better if only for a day or two it gets better…i just try to cherish the good days…
Good to know that you’re no detoxicated hahaha. You’re not obligated to blog something if you don’t feel like it. We can always wait. As the saying goes: “If you can get it fixed, Don’t fix it”. I hope you’re now feeling really better.
I agree with knoizki, just write when you feel like it. Sometimes it’s good to take a break away from documenting your thoughts. You inspire me to hang in there, so I say back to you, hang in there! btw, i’ve been avoiding my psychiatrist too… weird how we’re on the same wavelength!
Corinna,
Thank you for reading whatever I say in my blog. It means a lot to me eventhough we don’t know each other personally. Oh shit! It’s FFF today. Maybe I’ll skip this week’s FFF. Anyway, I don’t have medication for anxiety attacks. My therapist is into that wholistic approach but I’ll try to ask him to prescribe me meds for my anxiety. I don’t Clonazapan is available in my country.
Knoizki,
I am feeling better emotionally but I don’t have too much time to blog this weekend because I’ve been taking classes.
Mae,
We’re cosmic twins, right? lol