Get the fuck out of my face
That’s it! I’m so fucking tired of being nice. Something happened to me between last night and this morning and that’s me being fucking tired of being Ms. Polite I won’t Tell You How I Feel So As Not To Offend You Even If It’s Killing Me Inside. I’ve really had it! I have a voice. I am not mute. So I might well use this fucking mouth and tell people off if they piss me off. I don’t know if this sudden bitchiness is a result of no sleep or just my inner me finally coming out but heck! I don’t want this feeling to disappear. So from now on, I’ll be more confrontational, more in your face, and be a real bitch if you do something offensive to me. Fuck! This feels so empowering! I really really really don’t want this feeling to go away. If you happen to be a friend and I suddenly go mouth you off, sorry but I have to do this to keep my sanity. I mean, fuck! I’m spending so much money on therapy because of keeping my emotions bottled up. It’s about time I help myself and if that means that I’ll become an obnoxious loud-mouthed bitch, then so be it. And that’s better than suddenly go on a killing spree, right? And I think there have been instances in my life when I was close to that. Oh yeah baby, there are a lot of demons in this closet but it’s time to let them out especially since Halloween is getting near. So I’ll just yell a big FUCK YOU to everyone I’m pissed off right now. You’ll be hearing from me in person soon and I’ll bury you in that dress.
i used to be like that, then i was like FUCK it…lots of people had to go i am lonely now but you gotta do what is best for you.
I know. I guess you’ll know your true friends when it’s over.