bury me in this dress

The previous post was too dramatic. Well I just woke up then and was feeling very irritable. I’m sorta okay now. At least now I’ve talked to my friend and he said the party needs to be rescheduled. So, whatever. At least I didn’t buy any booze yet. And now I can follow my other friends to Greenbelt. The schedule was to meed at 7 PM but knowing them, they’ll show up at 9 so I told them to just SMS or call me when they’re all together.

And now, the reason why I am in mourning. You-know-who still hasn’t mailed me. Oh the agony of waiting and waiting! But being the closet optimist that I am, my new Irish friend told me that they also have a long weekend because of All Soul’s Day. So maybe, just maybe, when HE said “weekend” it meant the long weekend. In any case, I’ll give him a week. Depending on how I’m feeling on the day of the deadline, I might mail him a nice reminder or a bitchy note. The Goddess whispered to me not to hurry things up because great love takes time. She’s right, I know, but waiting just to see if there is indeed a spark is pure torture.

Clothe me in mourning garb because that’s what I’m feeling!

from hetemeel.com/einsteinform.php

I’ve read only 8 out of this list. Those are the ff:
1. Are You There God, It’s Me, Margaret by Judy Blume
2. The Catcher in the Rye by JD Salinger
3. Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov
4. Lord of the Flies by William Golding
5. 1984 by George Orwell
6. One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest by Ken Kesey
7. The Prime of Miss Jean Brodie by Muriel Spark
8. To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee

And I used to think that I am an avid reader.

I want this for my everyday wear!

Maybe not everyday wear but nights out wear.

This one is for formal wear.

And this for Halloween, a Corpse Bride costume.

Dammit! My friend still isn’t online so we haven’t finalized the “party” for tonight. The last time we talked, he already invited some people but I was in a hurry to go so I didn’t ask him how many will be coming. He said he’ll tell me the details through YM. If I get really pissed off and hear nothing from him, I’m calling the thing off…except I don’t know how to do that since I don’t have his other number. Argh.

It’s been a pretty bad day. Mostly due to my impatience. This means that you-know-who hasn’t emailed me yet. I consoled myself with my Amelie DVD. I love that film. *sigh* Then I watched Angela but it turns out that I’ve seen it before. It sucked then, sucks up to now. Maybe I’ll be in a mood for another DVD. I want to feel better and not sulk around…possibly waiting for nothing. Good Goddess! It hasn’t even started and I’m having problems already. My friend and her boyfriend told me to give the guy a week. If still no reply, I should mail him a short message. That’s their suggestion. I was thinking of yes, give the guy a week, then try to start things with “the other guy” whom I haven’t messaged yet because I’m hoping that things will work out between you-know-who.