such a crummy day, you took my daydreams away
My mood has really plummeted. People can barely get me to talk niceties. I was with my cousin earlier to do a recording but I hardly talked to him the whole time. And while waiting for Jeck, the sound engineer, to finish in the studio, I just read my book cos I really didn’t feel like talking. I don’t like this. This is what I get for liking a boy again. I hardly get really attracted to someone and when I do, it’s like a total waste of time and effort because it boils down to nothing in the end. Oh hell yes I am bitter and cynical these days. Perhaps it was wrong to put your hopes in a stranger but I was stupid and thought that there would be a happy ending this time. I asked the cards if I would ever hear from him again but my reading says “no” so there ya go. Goodbye handsome baby-faced boy whom I thought would someday write songs about me. It was sweet while it never started.
