bury me in this dress

I’m a fake. I’m a big hypocrite! Grrr. Okay. This has been bothering me for awhile…well ever since I received you-know-who’s message…but dammit! I know he just wanted to make me feel better and wants to say that he understands how having a stomach flu sucks but really, I didn’t want to read about uh…his “slight swelling in the digestive tract.” I should be really sympathetic but honestly, I find it a tad disgusting. Maybe if I actually know more about him I wouldn’t mind but the guy hardly reveals anything about himself and when he actually did, it’s about his innards. Too revealing I think. So yeah, I’m a hypocrite cos I write about really crass things in this blog like about my bowel movement (and even took a camera to a stall!) but dammit! I don’t even know his last name yet so I…I dunno how to describe what I’m feeling really…but AAAAAH. Don’t tell me I’ve finally met my match. He might actually be weirder than me. But if things work out somehow this will be a good story to tell our children (or total strangers). When asked how we knew this is fate, we’ll say that we both have digestrive tract problems and that was a sign that we’re compatible. And then we’ll have have incontinence at an early age! This, my readers, is destiny.

You have to humor me again but I really wanted to post this lyrics. It’s the bonus track from Le Fabuleux Destin d’Amelie Poulan. I’m really loving this track and I love Yann Tiersen. Blame this on the crazy dream I had which I would never narrate here.

It’s hard, hard not to sit on your hands
And bury your head in the sand
Hard not to make other plans
and claim that you’ve done all you can all along
And life must go on

It’s hard, hard to stand up for what’s right
And bring home the bacon each night
Hard not to break down and cry
When every idea that you’ve tried has been wrong
But you must carry on

It’s hard but you know it’s worth the fight
’cause you know you’ve got the truth on your side
When the accusations fly, hold tight
Don’t be afraid of what they’ll say
Who cares what cowards think, anyway
They will understand one day, one day

It’s hard, hard when you’re here all alone
And everyone else has gone home
Harder to know right from wrong
When all objectivity’s gone
And it’s gone
But you still carry on

’cause you, you are the only one left
And you’ve got to clean up this mess
You know you’ll end up like the rest
Bitter and twisted, unless
You stay strong and you carry on

It’s hard but you know it’s worth the fight
’cause you know you’ve got the truth on your side
When the accusations fly, hold tight
And don’t be afraid of what they’ll say
Who cares what cowards think, anyway
They will understand one day, one day.

This is my anthem now! Ha!

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I just got back from my movie night with Phoebe. We watched Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. It was goooood. I think this is the best Harry Potter movie installment so far. The last one was so disappointing but this one made up for it. Although I have to say that I still prefer the book than the movie, at least this time around the director introduced new elements to the story. I won’t divulge them in case you haven’t seen it yet but let me just say that the movie is finally becoming more interesting. You should still read the book though. There’s nothing better than exercising your mind and imagination.

Phoebe and I watched it in Greenbelt. There are, I think, 6 theaters there and all of them were showing Harry Potter. But I guess so many people wanted to watch the film that when we bought the ticket at around 8 PM, the only movie time left was the one for 12:30 AM so we had to wait for so many hours. I kinda got bored waiting actually so it’s a really good thing that the film is worth the wait.

Reading this entry is not worth it though. Ugh so boring so go click on “the rock bitch” now.