bury me in this dress

My Irish friend Justin sent me some mp3s last night. He’s a big Eels fan. The only Eels song I knew was Novocaine for the Soul until he sent me the mp3 of Beautiful Freak. Yo! Someone should sing that song to me and totally mean it. The lyric of the song goes:

You’re such a beautiful freak
I wish there were more just like you
You’re not like all of the others

And that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
That is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak

Some people think you have a problem
But that problem lies only with them
Just ’cause you are not like the others

But that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak
Yeah that is why I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak

Too good for this world
But I hope you will stay
And I’ll be here to see that you don’t fade away

You’re such a beautiful freak
I bet you are flying inside
Dart down and then go for cover

And know that i
I love you
Beautiful freak,
You know that i
I love you
Beautiful freak, beautiful freak

Thanks, Justin, for the mp3s.

My birthday party is coming up and I’m not too thrilled to be honest. I don’t know, maybe I’m just thinking of the expenses. I don’t want to cancel it either. Oh, I know. I don’t feel like there’s something to celebrate, even the fact that I am still alive. Bah. I guess the depression is kinda back. Boooooooooooo!