bury me in this dress

Maybe it’s because I’m a year older now but nah. I know exactly what’s bothering me. I feel rejected again and yeah, it’s by you-know-who. I haven’t heard anything from him but I guess that’s good. It’ll be easier for me to forget about him. I don’t regret joining the site even if he was the main reason why I joined. I know I tried my best and he inspired me even for a little while. He gave me a bit of hope and made me see beauty in normality. I am not mad or anything. Disappointed a little but I’ll get over it. I know. I’ve been through this a gazillion times. I also don’t have the right to get mad. It’s my fault for being too ahead of myself and pinning my hopes on him. I guess we’re just not meant to be.

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