i wish you didn’t make that comment
I got another email from you-know-who and he shared more things this time around. He mostly talked about his health problems. Poor dear. It’s hard to listen to my other self telling me not to get my hopes up but reading that current email, it warmed my heart because he’s starting to open up. But my joy was kinda ruined when I made my friend read his letter (the one before this) and said that you-know-who’s getting lame and boring. and that her pap smear appoinments are more exciting. i wish she didn’t say that. it nearly ruined my small victory. Maybe I shouldn’t show her his emails to me anymore eventhough sometimes I need her advice. I will still tell myself (well I’ll try) not to expect too much and just think that it will take ages for him to reply again. Well I haven’t replied to his letter yet but I will after this.
