bury me in this dress

I’m feeling so much better. Much much much better. I did a lot of research last night (like the post before this one), meditated, made contact with my Higher Self, and even picked up my tarot card again. I did a quick reading about the issues I’m currently facing and the tarot really helped me. Of course, I’m not sure if my readings were correct but I can only rely on my intuition. I still slept the whole day but at least when I woke up around 6PM, I was at peace with myself. I’m not saying that everything is fine and my quest for spirituality ends here. In fact, this is just a start. I still have emotional baggages I need to deal with. I guess there is also a problem with my weight because my Higher Self told me she wants me to take care of myself and lose a lot of weight. So there’s that and I still haven’t set up an appointment with my therapist. I have to ask mother about this and she will ask me why I want to see my therapist again. Maybe I’ll just tell her that I’m depressed that’s why I need to see the therapist. The real reason I want to have sessions is to release my emotional baggage.

My intuition is sharper now. Around 7:30 PM, I went online and decided to open Skype. I saw Louie there and called her up. Turns out that she texted me earlier and was asking if we could talk on Skype. My cellphone was in my mother’s room so I didn’t know that I received a text message. What we talked about is personal so I couldn’t discuss it in detail here. The thing is, I was able to give her good advice because of my new discoveries. I told her to meditate and talk to all her body parts whenever she’s becoming anxious. I taught her a basic meditation technique and I think it worked.

I’ll pick up my tarot again tonight. I only have one deck but it’s a good one. I think this is 7 years old already. I was eyeing the Voyager Tarot on the net when I was still in college. So when my aunt went to US for a short trip, I asked her to buy one for me which I’ll pay back when she returns. She had a hard time looking for it but she was able to get one eventually. When she got back here, she gave the tarot to me as a gift which is really nice of her. I still have a lot to learn about tarot reading but I’m starting there already. At least I already have a deck.

BTW, the Voyager Tarot website offers free card a day. I tried it just now and got the this. I think the card is very appropriate.

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