bury me in this dress

It was another day of tears but at least it wasn’t as bad as last night. I’m still very much hurt and doubts are zig-zagging inside my brain. Life goes on, right?

I had a good full body massage hours ago. I needed one because I was so stressed out and tense. The massage did me good and I slept soundly afterwards. I got woken up by loud cat meows so I had to check what was going on. Nothing was wrong but I couldn’t go back to sleep. Hence, here I am.

Mother and I are talking to each other again. Sort of. She started talking to me. She told me to arrange global roaming for our mobile phones and I said I will. No sorries from both parties. No hugs. No anything. That’s how it is in our household. Is this normal with other families? Do tell me cos I really want to know.

The new anti-depressants aren’t working. Well maybe they are but I don’t see much difference. *sigh* Another round of new drugs.