Shouldn’t have gone out

Like usual, I slept most of the day. I think it did me good this time because I woke up much calmer. In fact, I felt okay. Although it was last minute, I went with mom and my sister to Shangri-la to watch the Da Vinci Code. Unfortunately for me, my decision was too late because they bought their tickets this afternoon so when we got to the mall before 10 pm, the seats were sold out. I think I should have stayed home because I became agitated having all those strangers around. I felt naked. Maybe it’s because I didn’t have time to dress up and put my make up on. Maybe it’s because of something else. I don’t know but I felt panicky after awhile. I just took a cab home and here I am again. At least now I feel safe.

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