bury me in this dress

Did anybody miss me? I haven’t updated for awhile because I didn’t feel like doing so. Been feeling crummy these days and I’ve been cranky. I couldn’t really pinpoint what brought this about but I guess it’s a mixture of self-loathing and boredom. I hate myself lately. Hate my body and I feel so ugly. I feel the need to lose weight but I have no discipline at all. Work is starting to bore me again but I made my choice and I know this is for the best.

I know I’ll get over this soon but I still hate what I’m feeling right now.