« Pop goes the boil
Duties and Responsibilities »

Been AWOL

Did anybody miss me? I haven’t updated for awhile because I didn’t feel like doing so. Been feeling crummy these days and I’ve been cranky. I couldn’t really pinpoint what brought this about but I guess it’s a mixture of self-loathing and boredom. I hate myself lately. Hate my body and I feel so ugly. I feel the need to lose weight but I have no discipline at all. Work is starting to bore me again but I made my choice and I know this is for the best.

I know I’ll get over this soon but I still hate what I’m feeling right now.

This entry was posted on Wednesday, August 23rd, 2006 at 4:24 pm and is filed under The Bell Jar. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can leave a response, or trackback from your own site.

4 Responses to “Been AWOL”

  1. Mysterious Lady
    August 24th, 2006 at 8:48 am

    Perk up! I’m sure your beautiful just the way you are!

  2. dementia
    August 24th, 2006 at 11:07 am

    Thanks, Mysterious Lady :)

  3. daps
    August 24th, 2006 at 1:36 pm

    ull be fine, no worries. some may call it burn out. do not read beauty magazines, it will only make u feel ugly.

  4. dementia
    August 24th, 2006 at 11:14 pm

    daps,

    yeah, I’ll be fine. I try not to read beauty mags but I like looking at fashion.

Leave a Reply