bury me in this dress

Ugh. I feel like I’m bleeding to death which I am. Well, not to death but the bleeding is true. Female problems. I hate getting my period. At least now I know why I’m depressed.

I was supposed to go to my shrink earlier today but I canceled because of the damn bleeding. I also didn’t see the point in going anymore since I know the cause of my being emotional lately. I told the secretary I will try to go next week and I’m still planning to. Hopefully this bothersome problem would be gone by then.

Tomorrow I’ll go see my OB-Gyne. Not at all pleasant since I haven’t gone back for more than a year and I expect that she will reprimand me. I really have to go though and it’s about time.

Moving on to more pleasant and appealing news. I was shocked to receive a friendster message from a former crush. I blogged about his marriage and was kinda whining about it. I never really met him personally so the message was an extra shock. Kinda embarrassing but I was asking for it since I mentioned his name over and over. Hehehe. Well he just said that he read my blog and he found it amusing. Yeah, embarrassing but I’m also amused. *sigh* I still think he’s awfully cute. Better shut my trap now.