Feeling Abandoned
I’ve been feeling a bit depressed since 2 weeks ago. I know how it started. I became disappointed with my class at FIP. It used to be so fun but when the new batch came and there were only 4 of us in my batch left, I felt like we were being neglected by the teachers. We had to make do with any spare space left and had to call the attention of our teachers when we’re finished with assigned tasks because they’re with the other batches. I know that sounds so immature but I feel a bit abandoned by some batchmates and the teachers. Weird but that’s how I feel. And I miss all the fun we had. The 2nd term has started 2 weeks ago and I didn’t enroll. I was going to miss a lot of classes because of the trip and I didn’t feel like continuing just yet because of the way things were going. I’ll enroll this July and while waiting, I will take up sewing there.
The depression is now affecting other aspects of my life. I’ve disappointed my mom again because I’ve become so unreliable. I’m also very disappointed with myself. I wonder how I can rise above this. *sigh*
I think you should think more about your goals rather than be very affected by the environment in your class. I don’t think it’s that bad unless whenever you call your teachers they would still ignore you. Now that’s something to be mad about. Just think that most of their attention is with the new batch because they’re newbies and you guys aren’t. :cute: Smile and take it easy. :heart:
You’re right. Thanks, Shabby