bury me in this dress

I ended up going to sewing class because I thought that sewing would calm me but it didn’t. I’m still worried about the fucking taxes. When I got home, I found out that I finally got a notice to pick up the item but I have to get it from Pasay City. This shit is depressing the hell out of me and it’s stressing me out that I’m bleeding even if I’m taking hormones to supress my period. If I had known that getting the doll would cause this much stress, I wouldn’t have gotten one.

I was planning to go to sewing class today but I’m too upset right now. I called EMS regarding my doll and a rude ‘palengkera’ lady told me that I have to go to their office. This never happened to me when I use EMS. The items always got delivered early and I only had to pay 30 pesos. The situation now seems different. I didn’t get even receive any notification that my item is in the Philippines already. If I didn’t know that the item arrived last June 15, they probably would send the notification a month after…or not at all. Also, if they’re not planning to kill me with taxes, they would have delivered the package to my house. Well, they wouldn’t be able to squeeze much money from me but this is still a really big headache. I would have to haggle with those vultures and Pasay is so far from my place. I really really hate this.