bury me in this dress

He’s my current crush. I don’t know his name so I just call him ‘Bishounen’ or ‘Bishie’.

It’s a school girl crush but I guess that’s alright. I haven’t had a crush for a long time. He’s too young for me. He’s having his OJT at our family company. He might even be gay for all I know. I just like looking at him. I still wish that he could be my boy toy but it’s impossible especially with my track record. Sad but I’m almost in my 30’s and I’ve only had 1 boyfriend technically. After my ex, nobody got interested. Sob story but that’s reality.

I’ve been a bad Skirmisher. I haven’t contributed for ages. But I checked out the site today and was shocked to see this photo.

 It’s supposed to be the Skirmisher LOLdancers. I’m guessing JB was bored and played around with Photoshop. I’m the one on the right.

I wasn’t going planning to blog about her but I might as well throw in something. In case you don’t know what she did, please refer to this. I think what she did is wrong, insensitive, and not at all classy as she seems to think of herself to be. I’ve read about her years ago in society pages so I’m pretty sure she’s stinking rich. I guess that paved the way for her to have her own column and other writing gigs. Who the fuck cares? Who takes those so-called writers seriously anyway? Most of the time, they’re just spewing hot air. A lot of people are calling for a boycott or getting her fired. I say why not take other society writers down with her. They’re a waste of newspaper space. What I don’t like about this debacle are comments about her size. Why does this affect me? Because it associates fat with all the negativity she caused. Criticize her boorish behavior all you want but her fat didn’t make her that.

Yahoo! It’s almost official that there’s going to be a HYD movie next year with the same cast as the dorama. I got the news from http://arashi.vox.com/

And here’s a message from the cast (taken from here)

Inoue Mao (as Makino Tsukushi) – Last spurt! I will do my best!!
Matsumoto Jun (as Domyoji Tsukasa) – We made you wait, didn’t we!
Oguri Shun (as Hanazawa Rui) – I’m sleepy…but if I can see everyone (again, I will do it.)
Matsuda Shoota (as Nishikado Soojiroo) – Keep your hopes up for the finale.
Abe Tsuyoshi (as Mimasaka Akira) – Lets meet at the movie theater. [hehe he wrote in Chinese.

I wish they’ll include Ikuta Toma in the movie but I doubt it.

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I have been so busy lately. It’s only today that I got a breather but the following days will be hectic too. Sorry if I haven’t got the chance to answer personal emails yet. I will when this is all over.

I’m pining for a Nintendo Wii. It’s not too expensive but I still have a long way to go before I can save up for one. Maybe I can ask mom to give me one for my birthday.

I was in Serendra and Bonifacio High Street last Friday with Phoebe. We had supper at Zao which is a Vietnamese restaurant beside Conti’s. The food is good but expensive. Ugh. Spend spend spend. Jenny caught up with us as we were about to finish eating. After paying the bill, we headed to Fully Booked. I wanted to go just to buy Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban which I thought I already have. I’m reading all the books in the series now and when I read that book, I remembered that I only borrowed my friend’s copy.

So anyway, we were at Fully Booked and I went to the manga section. I was looking for guro manga even if I doubt that FB sells them. Well they don’t. But what I saw made me shout out to my friends. They have NANA! I guess a lot of people buy the series since only volumes 1, 3, and 6 were there. So I got those three volumes and mulled over buying The Drifting Classroom series. I decided that could wait so I went to the second level to get the Harry Potter book. It was in the sci-fi section so when I was checking out the other books, I was astonished to find Francesca Lia Block titles. Some of them I still don’t have in my collection. So I got the following:

• Psyche In A Dress
• Ruby: A Novel
• Wasteland

We hung out at the Starbucks (but didn’t buy anything) until FB closed then we headed to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf. Until that, too, closed.  I think that was around 1:30 AM.

We left Serendra then headed to my house where Phoebe left her car. She wanted to see Yasu so when we got there, we went to my room and babbled some more. Phoebe has the newest Canon camera (not sure if it’s an ixus) and it has a cool feature which takes 10 shots using its timer. We had fun posing and goofing around. We were noisy and the racket we made woke up mom. It was really fun though. They left around 4 AM.

I forgot to mention that I went on a spending spree last Saturday and bought a new ipod to replace my broken one. I got it on 0% installment for 12 months. It might have been a wrong decision but I like this new ipod since it’s colored and can store 80 gb worth or music. The busted one was just 30 gb and was black and white. It was more expensive than the new one actually. I guess the prices of ipods really dropped since the iphone got released.

I’ve been spending too much lately. Just today, I bought a UPS for my G4 and a 1 gb thumb drive. The UPS is necessary spending though since the old one doesn’t work anymore and electricity is so unstable in the country. I also need it for the weekend since I’ll be editing an AVP. I think I’ll be able to get a return for that investment soon. Hopefully.

What is unnecessary  are my Yahoo Japan expenses. I think I racked up close to 10 thousand Pesos for toys. Eek! I bought more Nyan Nyan Nyanko plushies and clothes for my BJD. At least I didn’t win the Pullip doll I wanted.

Eh. I haven’t written here for awhile. Let’s see. I’ve been hot-headed lately. I don’t know why but petty annoyances make me flare up. I also think I’m becoming dumber. I suspect it has something to do with my medications. One of which is Lithium which I’ve been taking for almost a month now but scares the hell out of me. Really scary shit. I don’t think it’s helping me much either but I’ll see after a couple more weeks. If after that I’m still depressed, I have to start from scratch again. I really don’t want to try all sorts of medications again but no choice really unless I want to remain like this.  Enough about this.

I sell stuff on multiply. I’m not successful since I still have a lot of unsold items. I might be one of the surliest sellers there so I’m not surprised that I hardly sell anything. Hehe.

Phoebe got back last Saturday. She brought me a San-X Rellakuma plushy because she couldn’t find a Nyanko. Waaah. She also gave me a nice Hello Kitty lolita plastic case. I’ll try to take a photo of it tonight. My favorite is the plastic umbrella she gave me. I had to beg her to give me one instead of another Rellakuma bear. So now I have one of those transparent umbrellas I keep on seeing in doramas. Yay! I love it! I’ll use it soon.

We weren’t able to go out Saturday night since I was pooped so we did on Sunday. We went to Greenbelt to watch Ratatoille and we saw Derek Ramsey. What a hottie! I wanted to talk to him but I got all shy. Blech I don’t want to be a fan girl but I watch Ysabella because he’s there. Sometimes I disgust myself. Ha ha.

Enough rambling for now. Back to work.

I just noticed it today.

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