bury me in this dress

I uploaded to flickr my first attempt at digital photography. Please check it out and give me comments. Most of my shots are blurred, I know. :(

Since all is lost with Bishie, I am now distracting myself with a real bishounen. I recently downloaded scans of Hiro Mizushima’s “With You” photobook and his photos made me almost drool literally.

Yummy! Anyway, I decided to treat myself and ordered the photobook and his calendar from HMV Japan. I hope that having that would make me feel better about the Bishie thing. I wonder if Ikuta Toma has a photobook as well.

Last Thursday night I treated my staff to a catered party. It was simple. Just food, some booze, and the ever present videoke. I had high expectations because of the things that happened during the surprise party but it wasn’t my day. First, there was the stupid coup d’etat earlier during the day. Next, the awful traffic to and from my appointment with the shrink. Then before the party started, GMA declared a curfew. That didn’t matter though because I didn’t feel like partying much when Bishie brought his girlfriend to the party. That’s right. His girlfriend :( I’m unusually positive about that fact though. I think that’s the best thing for me since he’s our OJT after all and the fact that we have a 9 year age gap. Don’t get me wrong though. I am still attracted to him but at least now I know that hooking him in is next to impossible.