I went to my shrink last night at 9PM. Yes, PM. I think my doctor is good but it’s a big pain in the ass when it comes to scheduling an appointment with him. Anyway, he said that I do seem a whole lot better but not totally normal yet. I agree with him because I can feel it. I’m already taking the maximum dosage for Efexor. He wants me back on lithium to boost the effects of my anti-depressant. I’m scared of lithium. I really am. I read that if I accidentally overdose on it, I can die or have brain damage. Fucking scary! I know I said entries ago that I want to die but I don’t want that for me anymore. I hope the doctor will be able to find an alternative to lithium. He’s thinking of increasing my Efexor even if I’m already maxed but I think this is better than taking lithium.

Tags: depression, Efexor, lithium