He’s my current crush. I don’t know his name so I just call him ‘Bishounen’ or ‘Bishie’.

It’s a school girl crush but I guess that’s alright. I haven’t had a crush for a long time. He’s too young for me. He’s having his OJT at our family company. He might even be gay for all I know. I just like looking at him. I still wish that he could be my boy toy but it’s impossible especially with my track record. Sad but I’m almost in my 30’s and I’ve only had 1 boyfriend technically. After my ex, nobody got interested. Sob story but that’s reality.

Eh. I haven’t written here for awhile. Let’s see. I’ve been hot-headed lately. I don’t know why but petty annoyances make me flare up. I also think I’m becoming dumber. I suspect it has something to do with my medications. One of which is Lithium which I’ve been taking for almost a month now but scares the hell out of me. Really scary shit. I don’t think it’s helping me much either but I’ll see after a couple more weeks. If after that I’m still depressed, I have to start from scratch again. I really don’t want to try all sorts of medications again but no choice really unless I want to remain like this.  Enough about this.

I sell stuff on multiply. I’m not successful since I still have a lot of unsold items. I might be one of the surliest sellers there so I’m not surprised that I hardly sell anything. Hehe.

Phoebe got back last Saturday. She brought me a San-X Rellakuma plushy because she couldn’t find a Nyanko. Waaah. She also gave me a nice Hello Kitty lolita plastic case. I’ll try to take a photo of it tonight. My favorite is the plastic umbrella she gave me. I had to beg her to give me one instead of another Rellakuma bear. So now I have one of those transparent umbrellas I keep on seeing in doramas. Yay! I love it! I’ll use it soon.

We weren’t able to go out Saturday night since I was pooped so we did on Sunday. We went to Greenbelt to watch Ratatoille and we saw Derek Ramsey. What a hottie! I wanted to talk to him but I got all shy. Blech I don’t want to be a fan girl but I watch Ysabella because he’s there. Sometimes I disgust myself. Ha ha.

Enough rambling for now. Back to work.

Damn! I hate it when I become obsessed with impractical stuff. Right now I so want to own a Super Dollfie (as if! They’re super expensive!) or a Pullip doll. At least I can afford Pullip/Taeyang dolls. Still a bit expensive but within my reach. I want to buy these two:

Rida and MJ

I also want Filato. I think he’s very cute.

I forgot to post about the toys I bought from VT. There are some Gloomy Bears and a Nya Nya Nyanko which I absolutely adore. So here they are.

Yuck. I am ashamed to admit this but I have a school girl crush on Steve Carell. I found him cute in The 40-Year Old Virgin although I never watched it. Now that I’ve been watching The Office, I think he looks way better. Annoying but better. I don’t really know why I crush him since he isn’t really handsome. Very funny though and I like funny guys. He’s very smart too. Hehe

I had classes today in Basic Pattern Making so I couldn’t attend the afternoon fashion show. The class was fun even though we mostly did patterns. I think I’m quite good at it. Hmm. Note to self: buy a roll of good pattern paper because the one I used is too thin. The class ended early because Jerome Ang, one of the teachers of FIP, has a show at 7:30 PM and a lot wanted to come. I didn’t because I looked like a dirt rag. I should have worn something better for the day.

I uploaded photos of last Monday’s show here in case you’re curious.

I have been neglecting the blog again. Tsk. Anyway, things are good right now. My FIP classes are super fun. The lessons and exercises are hard but challenging. A bit nerve racking sometimes. But I’m really enjoying the experience. My basic fashion design instructor is a cutie. Too bad he’s gay. Ha ha. Never mind. He’s still an eye candy. I wasn’t expecting the lessons to be hard. Pattern Making has some math involved so I’m like duh most of the time. Fashion Design is also hard because I have to become familiar with the designers, fashion houses, history, etc. Basta mga fashion theories plus there’s the illustration part pa. Yoikes. I’m so out of practice when it comes to drawing. John Herrera, my fashion design instructor, gave us a lot of homeworks. I was given extra pa cos I said I was pasmado. He gave us sheets of intermediate pad paper and told us to copy the few lines he drew until we fill them up. He also told us to sketch a garment which represents us. Katakot! I have an idea na but it’s still scary.

We had a field trip for class. Well, sort of a field trip. John was asked to guest on GMA 7’s “Sis” and he asked us to go with him. We have to option to go or have extra exercises so I chose to go to the studio. We just sat there and watched. Boring. So I worked on some of the assignments. Pero it’s good that I still went there cos one of the dancers is a cutie. He looks like a high school kid. Just my type. Yak I’m a predator.

I’m dog-tired after every class. I really need to build up my stamina. Ang tanda ko na! The seats in FIP are so uncomfortable so most of the time I’m just standing up. It’s hard to describe the seats but basically they’re just stools which are quite high. Masakit sya sa pwet and legs. Basta nakakainis yung chairs.

My classes are only twice a week so I go to work on the other days. Well that’s the plan but I missed work Thursday and Friday cos of my aching body. Hopefully I will adjust soon so I can work.