Is there a song about Andrew McCarthey? There should! He’s so dreamy even now that he’s in his 40’s. He’s my McDreamy.

Ugh. I feel like I’m bleeding to death which I am. Well, not to death but the bleeding is true. Female problems. I hate getting my period. At least now I know why I’m depressed.

I was supposed to go to my shrink earlier today but I canceled because of the damn bleeding. I also didn’t see the point in going anymore since I know the cause of my being emotional lately. I told the secretary I will try to go next week and I’m still planning to. Hopefully this bothersome problem would be gone by then.

Tomorrow I’ll go see my OB-Gyne. Not at all pleasant since I haven’t gone back for more than a year and I expect that she will reprimand me. I really have to go though and it’s about time.

Moving on to more pleasant and appealing news. I was shocked to receive a friendster message from a former crush. I blogged about his marriage and was kinda whining about it. I never really met him personally so the message was an extra shock. Kinda embarrassing but I was asking for it since I mentioned his name over and over. Hehehe. Well he just said that he read my blog and he found it amusing. Yeah, embarrassing but I’m also amused. *sigh* I still think he’s awfully cute. Better shut my trap now.

My cell phone accessories arrived today which is a surprise since I placed my orders just last Saturday. I love love love them. Only 1 is for personal use. The others are for the pre-orders from my multiply store. I will order a lot more. I was just testing if I will get taxed for the items. They didn’t tax me. Lucky!

Remember my post about that Anna Sui bag I got so obsessed about? My tin can remained empty but I was able to buy the exact bag. Well not exact but I got it in red. That’s good enough for me.

I got it for 3,600 Yen (approx. PHP 1480). Not bad, huh? Well, I also got myself a nice Anna Sui wallet for 1,200 Yen (approx. PHP 500). Cheap! The pattern also matches the Sui bag I won from ebay.ph a couple of months ago.

All these I won from Yahoo Japan but I had to use a third party service (japanauctioncenter.com) because a lot of Japanese don’t really want to make transactions with outsiders. Shipping and handling fee cost me 5,904 Yen. That’s only 2,400 PHP. Happy me.

Since we’re on the topic of shopping, I might as well add that I was able to go to an Ukay Ukay (thrift store) today and I bought a Prada bag for 300 PHP and another unbranded bag for 200. I’m not too sure about the authenticity of the Prada but if it’s fake, it looks good. It’s sewn well and it has a serial number. I could have gotten more from the store but I’ve spent too much on ebay already. I need money to pay for my credit card bills.

Item #4 is a cute b&w stripey tote bag. No brand, just cute and it’s mine! Never been used though. Dimension is 13L x 13H x 4W. Strap is 20 inches. Selling it for PHP150.00

I mentioned to Grace that I will post my items for sale here before I post them on ebay.ph so here they are. Most of them I just found in my closet. Too bad for my sister for storing her stuff there. She has too much bags anyway and she doesn’t use the ones in my closet anymore.

Item #1 is my sister’s old Tommy Hilfiger bag. Uh it’s red canvas with brown leather strap. Needs washing but in good condition. Dimension is 11L x 10 H x 4W. Strap is 20 inches. Planning to sell it for PHP800.00

I am planning to buy this lovely shoes. It’s so Dorothy of Wizard of Oz. I prefer the non-platform shoes version of this but it doesn’t come in my size. I have ridiculously huge feet. Anyway, the shoes is from Electrique Boutique and sells for only $24.99. The international shipping is a killer though. The total would run up to roughly $62 for FedEx Economy. That’s more than 3,000 pesos. I think it’ll be worth it though. Besides, I find it hard to buy shoes in the Philippines because the sizes are too small for me. The problem with imported shoes, based on my experiences, is that they tend to melt and fall apart if they’re unused for several months or so. The boots I bought from the US is making smiley faces at me already. Is this a common occurence? I think our weather has something to do with this.

Fashion design this time. For real! I just found out that there’s a fashion design school in the building where I’m working so I’m taking that as a sign that I should get off my butt and finally learn this since I’m always telling my friends that I want to learn fashion design. I haven’t inquired yet but I will tomorrow when I get to the office. I hope I can afford this since I’m planning to give this to myself as a birthday present or I might get a DSLR, a secondhand one since brand new is out of the question. I’m actually excited! I haven’t felt this emotion for awhile.

I’m glad that I have my makeup again and I don’t regret getting that $60 bareMinerals get started kit cos it makes me look great. I have a problem with the kit though. My face is as rough as sandpaper now. I think the kabuki brush is at fault. It’s made from sable hair and each bristle pokes my skin when I apply the foundation. It stings a bit and I didn’t mind at first until I noticed the sad state of my skin a couple of days ago. I thought the kit was a really good deal because of the free brushes. Hmmm, it still is a good deal but goddamn that brush. I don’t use that particular brush anymore. I just use the other two which came with the kit.