bury me in this dress

I’m glad that I have my makeup again and I don’t regret getting that $60 bareMinerals get started kit cos it makes me look great. I have a problem with the kit though. My face is as rough as sandpaper now. I think the kabuki brush is at fault. It’s made from sable hair and each bristle pokes my skin when I apply the foundation. It stings a bit and I didn’t mind at first until I noticed the sad state of my skin a couple of days ago. I thought the kit was a really good deal because of the free brushes. Hmmm, it still is a good deal but goddamn that brush. I don’t use that particular brush anymore. I just use the other two which came with the kit.

My cousin texted me out of the blue, inviting me to go to The Spa with him. I mulled over it for like a second or two and replied “yes.” I enjoyed my massage the last time I went there so I found it hard to resist. I was also thinking about getting a massage earlier albeit a much much cheaper kind since my shoulders were aching badly by the afternoon. I chose the sea salt body scrub - Swedish massage combo. It set me back 1,750 pesos plus tip but it was so heavenly. I think it’s really worth it. Also, I can afford it this time since I am employed and my salary is bigger than my previous jobs. I want to go there every two weeks but that’s too much indulgence. Maybe once a month or every two months will be okay.

this is something for us tech-savvy kikay girls. ImagiNail has come up with printer for nail fashion which allows users to print almost any design they want. You just stick your fingers in the slots and viola, instant nail art. According to the site, it can apply millions of colors so there is basically no limit to the designs you can use. It uses special coatings and cartriges which can be bought from their distributers.

I really like this one but there’s no price in their website. I’m betting that it costs a lot since most of their buyers are professional nail salons. Still, I want one!

I’ve been feeling “senti” lately. By that I mean I miss being in a romantic relationship. Maybe it’s just my hormones acting up but I find myself getting wistful sometimes. I don’t like the feeling but what can I do, right? It’s just been too long since I had any hookups or anything remotely romantic. Haaay buhay! Damnit! I want companionship, affection, public displays of affection, and all that shit. I SUCK when it comes to matters of the heart and guys I like aren’t attracted to me. The ones who gravitate toward me are yucky. Like this guy on the floor where I work in. He keeps on smiling at me. I’m not exactly sure if he likes me likes me. He was leering at me last week and I thought he mistook me for somebody else but it happened again this afternoon. Okay, not really leering but more of smiling. Still, scary guy. How do I go about attracting the guys I actually like without changing myself much? I need tips so comment on this especially those in a relationship. Or better yet, find me a rich and handsome boyfriend. Hehe

Crap! I’ve had 28 hits from “Javy Olives” searches. What if he’s the one who made those searches? Embarrassing but oh well. It’s true anyway and it was a well-known fact back then that I had a huge crush on him.

I’m in the terrace of the house right now where it is cooler. See! There are so many advantages to having a laptop with wifi! I don’t have to be stuck in my room/sauna all day. At least I could now say that I went out of the house even though it’s just to the terrace. Hey, that’s still outside of the house, right?

Filipinos in general aren’t into football. I think that’s a huge shame since football is fun. I don’t know know why the fuck basketball is like the national sport here. Filipinos are short so there is no chance in hell that we will win international basketball competitions. Maybe we’ll have more chance with football since it’s always sunny here and them kids love running around. Why not run around kicking a ball?! I really wish football will become popular here then we’ll finally have a team for the world cup.

I know I should be updating about my US trip but blah. I don’t feel like doing so. I was looking at today’s newspaper (PDI) and was shocked to see a picture of my former crush. He just got married! Waaaah. His name is Javy Olives and we were in tennis camp back in high school. I was so crazy for that guy. *sigh* He reminded me of Sean Astin during his younger years. Anyway, Javy married the vocalist of this band called Session Road. Lucky girl. In the picture, she was wearing chucks with her bridal gown and Javy was standing on his head so it must have been a really fun wedding. I’m green with envy!

I dreamt of one of my college crushes last night. I don’t know where that came from. I don’t even think about him anymore but back then, I was so crazy over him. It was an unrequited love though. Very. We suspect that he’s gay and that’s not because he never reciprocated. Anyway, the dream was very nice and it lifted my mood. I want to check out friendster if he’s there but users can tell who checked out their profile, right? I don’t want to get caught. But I still wonder how he is like these days. Google him perhaps?

Patrick Dempsey makes me smile. All the time. It’s sooo weird. And funny. I’m not attracted to him or anything but just seeing his face on tv makes me smile. Wow. This is nuts! But who can’t NOT smile when he’s smirking like in this picture?

Yay for newly styled hair. My hair is much shorter now but it still reaches below the shoulders. My bangs also looks cool. Well it should since the fucking haircut cost me P1,900 (including tips). Freaking expensive but so worth it. I swear the only one I will allow to cut my hair is Jing. There’s this assistant who works there and I lurve him. His name is Roger but he might be gay. Somehow I don’t think so eventhough he’s clearly not interested in me. Whatever. He’s really cute, quite tall, and he gives the best massage and shampoo. I mean it. Having your hair washed by him is heaven so that’s why I always request him to do mine. I want to take him home and make him my slave. If ever he’s gay, so what? He can still give orgasmic massages.

Was supposed to go out with Louie last night but I wasn’t feeling well. I woke up from just 2 hours sleep and I don’t know why. I just couldn’t go back to sleep. So around noontime, I was nauseous because I was very sleepy but I had that haircut plus some other errands to do. Anyway, hopefully Louie and I can go out tonight. If not, some other time then. I just slept early last night and that was that.

Oh yeah, bought some DVDs too. Gonna have me a Grey’s Anatomy marathon. Wahoo!

Ugh! I keep on getting tagboard spam. I’m getting tired of deleting those annoying messages so I’m thinking of dumping the board. Anyhooo, I’m finally getting a haircut tomorrow afternoon. I might as well get my nails done while I’m at it. Other than these, nothing new with me except that I’m trying to finish that awful book “The Devil Wears Prada”. It’s not really well written but I think the roman a clef about Anna Wintour’s devilish ways is for real. What a horrible woman!

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I so badly want an ibook!